What was the first life changing decision you’ve ever made?? What color to wear on your first job interview? Your first car? Who you say I Do to? Have you ever wondered if it was the right thing to do? I feel like I’m in that “I wonder” phase of my life. Every time I feel like I’m doing the “grown up” thing somethings always there telling me im not, and the hardest part about it is I CAN’T TAKE IT BACK!!! I want to be able to live my life for right now, but I’m working for my future. It’s like all my life I’ve been told seize the day, but in reality its like try harder for tomorrow. So.. I wonder. When did life become so confusing… when I turned my tassle, or skipped recess for the first time… I wonder.
I wonder.
DONE!!!
I'm officially letting go of ,"what MIGHT happen." I've spent way to much time trying resolve things, right the wrongs I've made 50 years ago... and now I realize I'M BETTER OFF!!! I've literally drained myself trying to make up to people, who never respected me in the first place... I'm moving on. Doing better. Smiling bigger, and staying HAPPIER. So guess what past... I'm DONE!!
Back to me...
I think it's time I find my way back to myself. I feel like I'm trying so hard to become all these things, but I'm forgetting who I am, or where I started. I know who I want to be in life, and I know where I want to be in life, but I just don't remember where to start. How to step out. How to take that bold step. Am I letting the fear of my success stop me from reaching it. Am I holding myself from happiness?? I don't know. I just want to get back to happy. I want to get back to me...
Express Yourself!!
It’s super funny when people say, “You never talk!!” At first I thought those people were just trying to get all up in my business, but then I realized how important it is to express yourself. Now a days people are “impressed” with the way you dance, or sing your heart out, but it’s like we’re forgetting what the true originator of self expression is…. TALKING!!! Public or private. JUST LET IT OUT:-)
“Express yourself!!” -James Brown

